Thursday, August 24, 2006
i'm back..!! past few days was at ah gong's funeral.. sigh.. at first i tink i was weird la..i didnt felt a ting when i heard e news..but nearing e place i felt tears wanna come out..but i held back..haix.. heard he accepted Christ at his last breath..so i believe he is now in e House of GOD..
eternal rest grant unto him, Oh Lord, and may perpetual light shine upon him. May he rest in peace. Let the Lord take away his pain, may he be free from all sufferings.
i believe ah gong was suffering ba..in was in pain..but i tink he didnt wanna trouble ppl. no matter wat.. he always tried to do tings himself. my onli regret was not able to see him 1 last time during his last stay at e hospital. sigh..but i tink he held on so tt he could see my eldest cousin 1 last time. cos my eldest cousin went UK to study..yeap..at least now ah gong is saved n is in e Hands of GOD ba.. hope my ah ma will b ok. it was weird seeing her so quiet at e funeral. so weird. heard fr dad n abby tt she said this in teochew when they carried in ah gong, "i dun scold you le. i cannot quarrel wif u oso". haix. though they often quarrel but i always believed that they still love each other in their own diff way. yeap. so ah ma muz b so hurt to hear e new esp was 5+ am in e mornin.. haix.. heard her reaction was, "huh..like tt leave le ar? nv inform" weird reaction nar..how she expect ah gong to inform tt he is dyin? but guess she was shocked inside ba..ya..
e funeral..hmm..1st day was pretty bored there..nv talk much..lol..mayb played a lil wif wei yi n aaron..n mayb xiao di..but aiya still bored..lol..2nd day was a bit beta..crapped a lot of vincent korkor..lol..chat a lil wif abby jie..lulu jie..n desmond korkor..lol..but talked more to vincent korkor la..mayb cos our age gap closer..lol..ya..wah learnt a bit more abt each of them. lol..anyway abby's bf n his fam came oso..lol..heard they gettin married in 3yrs. wah..seem long 2 me lol..tot they'll get married soon le..haha..
anyway cant wait for e next cousin meeting..which will b in a loooooong time ba. sigh cos our fam rarely meet on cny. but even cny oso sometimes dun get to meet de. haix. mayb shall meet wif vin kor to catch a movie of sth. lol..hope they will let me go..!! yeapyeap
i miss baby sia. haix. i dun noe 2days+ feel so distant fr him suddenly sia. haix. dun noe nar. i've a bad feeling..but like vin kor said lo..see how it goes..even wif my fam prob..hai..
thinking of you @ 6:37 PM